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HABIBAH
31 December 2030 @ 08:30 pm
 

Nobody reads them anymore.
Haha so,whatever. :)
 
 
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HABIBAH
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HABIBAH
12 September 2011 @ 09:02 pm
Haha okay so [info]why_orangeand kim and I were arguing after presentation whether it's center of attention or center of attraction. Cause I said center of attention during presentation and they said I said it wrongly. Hahaha I strongly feel it's center of attention(where teenagers are concerned) haha! But center of attraction isn't wrong too la. Both is acceptable :))

But anw, that's not my point. The argument led me to this song. God,how much I've missed this song. It brings such bittersweet memories. :P


So I'll just post the song here and listen to it foreverrrrrrr <3 (ah freak I can't post the song here -.-) Go search if you wanna hear hahahha obviously I'm talking to myself :P
 
 
Current Music: Center of Attention by Jackson Waters
 
 
HABIBAH
31 August 2011 @ 12:34 am

Eid Mubarak to those who actually bother to read this blog! Haha!

I still can't believe we're already in the month of Syawal and that Ramadhan's over. The only two months my brain can actually remember so well when they are(which is quite bad). :P

So my first day was pretty blissful. I had LOADS of fun and I ate LOADS. I can't even fathom how I'm feeling right now.

We kind of took a longgg time to get ready this morning. Duh,5 ladies. Then I arranged the cookies cause the table looked too empty and cleaned the remaining lights :/

Yada yada yada. Took family photos at my aunt's house,ate etc etc went to aunt's on dad's side,ate again. Then to my granduncle's house where all of us re-met. Yayi had to go for dialysis at 5.30,we reached ard 4.50. And stayed on till 7.50pm?! Hahaha cannot tank. A few of us fell asleep.

OH I ate again over there. Went to another house for a short while. And then I ate again at the last house. Goodness....

Got a pretty nice number for the $$$ if ye get what I mean ;)

All in all,I really had a wonderful time visiting and spending time with my relatives. Pity we only usually visit the "old folks" once a year. Have a good night!!


"Wealth can never match up to the price of genuine smiles and happiness."

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HABIBAH
10 July 2011 @ 04:23 am

Amazing night,isn't it? I really really hate this M.E.D I'm having. It's as though there are really no meds(pun intended) to "cure" it. Let's just hope the M.P.D(Monthly Physical Disease) come soon before I leave for Thailand.

I've stayed up to read and not be bothered by whatever's bothering me,putting them at the back of my head.. It was so bad around 12-ish.. I think my feelings are truest around this time of the month. But I don't think I would like to share it here now.

Think I'm tired enough to sleep although I think I should stay up cause my day's gonna start early(plus not wanting to miss prayers,again). Will think about it.

I'm just glad I didn't resort to calling anyone at 3 in the morning like how I thought I would have.

(Alin just woke up and bit...paper?! And asked me to pass her,her blanket. Whuttt..)

'Nuff said. Hope you guys are having a good sleep. :) Then again,who reads this anymore?

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HABIBAH
21 May 2011 @ 11:47 pm

So open house was tiring and draining but at the same time refreshing. I suppose it was refreshing because I got to see that tiny bit of hope in the eyes of 12 year olds despite how cruel and cold the world can be. Okay,you couldn't exactly see it in their eyes cause you're rarely making eye contact with them but you can feel it. It was everywhere.

That done... I swear making me do PI is like erm...yknow cause I don't even know what to talk about. I've only done ONE ice bath in my entire 4 years and I stopped going to the physio in sec 3? So much easier to do academic tours. Hahaha ohwell. It's over now. :)

Anywayyyy... Finding The Girl by City and Colour to put on my profile is like finding gold in a pool. So I had to make do with the live version which sounds perfectly perfect. This song been in my iPod for months but I could only find time now to update my journal songs. I know nobody listens to them but again,that tiny bit of hope. ;)

Alrighty mighty,it's 11.30 and I'm like....tired. I have to sleep. (MY SISTERS AREN'T EVEN STUDYING?!?) Night homies!



It is what it is.

 
 
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Current Music: A Moment of Peace by Jarrod Gorbel
 
 
HABIBAH
28 April 2011 @ 08:39 pm
I'm hungry and I'm nervous but I'm also sad,confused and lost. I've never had this string of emotions before. It gives you that funny feeling in your tummy, then it plays with your head but your heart feels the pain.

I'm more afraid of tomorrow now then I was before. Everything's so uncertain. Of course we can't predict what's going to happen but I'm just afraid of the severity of things. Ohdear,am I having mood swings? Let's hope not/it's not coming soon.

Okay. Well,I'm certain that I'm not cause this pain and suffering isn't like a one day or two thing, it's been ongoing. So that proves.

Can I just hide in my cupboard,please?

I think struggles are the most complicated things because you go through it, you think you're gonna die, you think you're not gonna make it but in the end you do make it through and then it makes you think, "How the hell did I go through that load of shit?" Weird.

That said, I just hope and pray for better things to come my way. Then again, struggles make me think of Allah swt. Okay, I just want things to get better but at the same time, I don't want to be one who'll forget Him easily.



I'll really miss these people <3
 
 
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HABIBAH
24 April 2011 @ 02:51 pm

I don't regret the choice I made. I just wished I got what I signed up for. The real deal.

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HABIBAH
15 January 2011 @ 11:49 pm
 My life deserves this _l_ HAVE HOPE MY F***.
 
 
HABIBAH
 Oh,these times are hard.
Yeah,they're making us crazy.
 
 
Current Music: For The First Time by The Script